The past year has been filled with medical tests. Something is just not right with my body. So far, all the tests are coming up negative…which is good, right? I know there is something wrong. I also know that the LORD already knows what it is. Yesterday I had a repeat endoscopy with biopsy to rule out celiac disease. After the procedure, the doctor said everything looks “grossly normal”.  That just doesn’t sound right, does it? Gross and normal in the same phrase…anyway, they assure me everything looks ok. It will take a week or so for the biopsy results to come back. Am I afraid of the results? Absolutely not. Am I disappointed with yet another “normal” result? YES! I just want to know what is wrong so we can deal with it. I know that the LORD has a purpose in all these tests and the “issues” that I am experiencing. I know too that the LORD has a reason for me not knowing what is going on inside my body. Cause me to hear Thy lovingkindness in the morning; for in Thee do I trust; cause me to know the way wherein I should walk for I lift up my soul unto Thee. Psalm 143:8 Lord, help me to trust you in all this unknown medical stuff. As for God, His way is perfect: the word of the LORD is tried; He is a buckler to all those that trust in Him. For who is God save the LORD? or who is a rock save our God? It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect. Psalm 18:30-32